like a dream

I really wonder why time flows really slow when we're apart and one week turns into one year.
But when we're together... hours flows like seconds.
It is really like a dream; a dream that everybody wants to dream. It lasted so short, that it's hard to remember all the parts of it. But I remember very few things. Oh, it was me standing out there next to the gas station, looking at your house and waiting you to come and give me a very long hug. Then you come I hug you so hard, and I can remember clearly, you acted like you can't breath.
Then we were together for like three hours, that wasn't actually hours, but seconds.And one more thing, I think you gave me few parts of cake because it was your birthday, and I was so happy. The next scene is me sitting at my house talking to my parents.
Then I woke up and realized I have to hurry up to prapare my stuff for college...
It was all like a dream, or maybe it wasn't?

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It's amazing feeling when you achieve a level of relationship when you both can't live a minute without each other...
I'm not talking about being together all the day and doing nothing else, it's about sharing all those little moments of our life when we're apart... on a webcam.
Honey, I sometimes really got a feeling that we live together when you share with me all things you do at your home, and that is what excites me a lot, and I can't wait to start living with you in our own home. In last few days I really really really thought about you, and I realized that you're honestly everything I need in my life. Just our own modest home and us. That's my biggest wish honey, and I'm convinced that we're going to achieve that goal. With you... all the time. We won't have to turn our phone cameras to talk, we won't say "I can't wait friday to see you", we will wake up next to each other EVERY DAY. I'm sure we will. And one more thing, please do not worry about the things you think are big problems, because they're not. We are going to solve everything. With the help of God. Together.

letter to my princess

I want you sit in my lap
and stay there forever
what other people say
 doesn't even matter
I want you so close
and kiss your  nose
hug around your waist
and surprise you with rose
I guess love is unexplainable thing
you know it's real when
she makes you feel like a king
we have dreams of making
our own home
we're even ready to get a big loan
yeah, we are grown
I wanna spend with you all mornings and nights
I want you to be always in my sight

  kiss on a forehead

let me hold you hand

baby I'm here you will never be sad
I promise 

I miss you

You live the wrong life if you have never felt the struggle of missing somebody. It's so hard when you have to move from your hometown to another town to go to college. What's really painful is that I had to leave my girlfriend there, especially when we used to see each other almost every day.  It pisses me off when I see other love couples walking down the street, holding hands, kissing each other, and I know I have to wait for a weekend so I can hug my cutest human being, love of my life. My life changed for 180 degrees, and I just count days till weekend comes. Oh baby, we both feel the same...People say "oh don't worry you'll get used to it" , but I think I'm never going to used to it. It's never going to be easier. I will never adapt to this kind of life. 4 years...
But this is a really big test for every relationship. We will pass this easy, I know our life will be better, I feel it baby. I do this for us. I go to this collage for us. For our future. You and me. Forever. Okay?

those eyes

As she wakes up, her magical eyes start to glitter showing up the beauty of her soul. Definitely, the eyes are the mirrors of the soul, and oh my God, she's so gorgeous.
No, it's not pathetic, it's just me watching her soul that warms up my body and makes me feel awesome. If you ever wondered what the most beautiful eyes look like, try to imagine something very special, and it won't be even close to eyes she got. But I am selfish, and I won't share with you photo of her eyes,  because I am afraid that you could fall in love with those. But that's only mine! Now and I hope forever. I see love, beauty and kindness in those eyes, eventhough nobody else can see it. Maybe it's my superpower to all those perfect imperfections she got and something that makes me feel crazy about her. That craziness is called love.
💕💕💕

waiting...

My life contains of a lot of "can't waits". I can't wait till I finish my university (eventhough I'm attending it just for a week). I can't wait till I get married with love of my life. I can't wait till  we build our own house, I can't wait till we start live together. I can't wait to watch a movie with you under a blanket while drinking a cup of our favourite tea. I can't wait to see you again, I can't wait to hug you so hard again. I can't wait to smell your skin again and look you into your most beautiful green eyes. I can't wait to wake up next to you in the morning, I can't wait to fall asleep with my hands wrapped around your waist.
But the one thing I don't have to wait, and the thing that's most important is that I don't have to wait to have you and your love, and I'm so thankful to God to have you.

My champion

You have always been my number one in my life, and champion of my heart.
The purpose of life is to be somebody's everything,  somebody's biggest wish and need, to have that one person who always support you and have patience for you.
Love is when you love somebody unconditionally, when you can't imagine yourself and your future without that person.
I adore you, my honey, I love when you make that cute facial expressions, I love when you tell me I'm boring but I still keep you in my hug. I love when you tickle me till I can't breath of laughter, then we start to laugh together. I love to look at you when you are eating and make that cute adorable face, I just I love everything about you. Just be sure I think of you all the time, I miss you all the time when we're apart, you're my champion!